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Here are some of my creations, theyre not the best, but, they come from me, and they help me in so many ways, so thats all
that matters I guess ;)
x Insecurity x
Content,
so content, yet,
she creeps, her shadow lingers
in the fragile corners of my mind
crossed out hearts crash in front on me
My imprefections are flawless
everything I need, has been buried,
and you've dug them up inside of her
My unwanted character disappears in her
im mis-shapen
bent
used
scratched out
it's my turn to roll the dice,
Busted.
That pretty angel threatens me
she's the permenant marker on your face,
the monster in my closet,
the tear in my shirt
Sealed concrete emotions or sugar coated fantasy?
rock me, touch me,
reassured
but it still woun't form a stone
03/19/05
x More x
More than magic of the eye
More than the highest soaring birds
More than i've dreampt and owned
More than my manufactured words
More than my hearts capacity
More than I can feel
More than the best fantasy
Because this is truely real
03/26/05
x Smoke x
You and I
Just a simple night
You and I
Two broken souls among one sky
Just two lonely stars in the bitter dark sky
its mesmerizing,
intoxicating,
Shake me, rock me
wake me up from this summer dream
She searches among the morning sky
She dreams
She hopes
She soars
But her flying hopes are violently shot to the ground,
as that last forgotten kiss goes up in smoke
06/02/04
x Without you x
how did I go
I passed away my life
How was I breathing
when my life was without you
Now, im sitting, motionless
Stairing
the crack in the wall has become my home
I always tried
the never ending search wore out my heart
but at that moment
I stopped, frozen, exhausted
when the chances thinned out
you spun into my life, stopping everything from spinning
My day, my night,
My thrive,
My key.
When I left
I left a part of him with me
and i can't go back and retrieve it
waiting
breathing
patently,
for that moment to arise, when i'm not without you
hollow until I get that part of me back
when i'm in his arms once more
03/26/05
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